Tuesday, December 20, 2011

TAKEN TOO SOON...

Today I joined a room full of hundreds of people as we celebrated the life of a man who left this earth far too soon. Through tear-filled eyes, I witnessed my precious friend dancing her last time before her beloved husband. I honestly don’t know how she found the strength to even step up on that stage, much less move so gracefully to their favorite song. It must have been Almighty God carrying her along...

It’s impossible to understand why some things happen the way they do...why a father of four beautiful daughters had to leave them so prematurely...why my dear friend is left to sleep alone in a bed where her love laid beside her just a few short days ago...why it all had to happen right before the most joyful time of the year – Christmas.

My mind cannot find any answers to these questions; the more I try to figure them out, the more I am left puzzled and confused. And so, as many of faith do, I must relinquish my questions and lift them to the One who knows all, sees all, and whose heart breaks along with ours...

It’s so difficult to move on once a life has been taken from among us. It makes us all realize the magnitude of our frailty and the precious nature of this life. It forces us to bow down to our Creator and, if even through tears, remind ourselves that someday He will make all things new.

Until that time, though it hurts, we must trust. We must grab hold of each precious loved one and moment we are given. And when we don’t understand the mysteries or devastation we face, may each of us remember to lift our eyes and praises to our Jesus. For He is the one who stepped down to earth over 2000 years ago in the form of a helpless babe so He could, once and for all, take away the eternal sting of death and sin.

What a comfort to know that we who love Christ will not be separated from our loved-ones forever. One day in the future unknown, we will be gloriously reunited with those we hold so dear and will join together in the presence of our mighty Savior!

And for this gift, through tears tonight, I praise You, my Jesus. It is quite probable that during my time on earth, I will never understand why Mark was taken from us. But it is not my job to understand or even question. After all, You are God, and I am not. You hold the world in Your arms and each of our hearts in Your priceless, nail-scarred hands. You are a friend to the lonely, father to the fatherless, husband to the widow, and Savior to the lost...

Thank You for working all things out for the good of those who love You. I can’t fathom how You will turn this tragedy around to become a blessing, but I know You faithfully will. It is so hard to pick up the jagged pieces left by death, but it is comforting to know You are the One who glues lives and hearts back together.

Thank You for being awesome, compassionate, and understanding. Thank You for sweeping this young man into one of Your loving arms, and the loved-ones he left behind into the other. Though we do not understand, we will continue to tearfully praise You tonight and forevermore, our Sovereign, beautiful God...

"Then Jesus said, 'Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you. Let me teach you, because I am humble and gentle at heart, and you will find rest for your souls.'" Matthew 11:28-29 (NIV)

In Loving Memory,
Katie Marie

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

FAITHFUL WITNESS

“His dynasty will go on forever; his kingdom will endure as the sun. It will be as eternal as the moon, my faithful witness in the sky!” Psalm 89:36-37 (NLT)

I came across these words a few years ago and instantly fell in love with them. The moment I read them, I realized the moon was essentially a huge neon sign hung in the sky that testifies, “God is there...right there...for you!” Since that day, whenever I gaze up at the moon, I recall it is God’s faithful witness in the sky...there to remind me of His everlasting presence in my daily and eternal life.

Tonight I couldn’t sleep, so I found myself staring out my window overlooking a small lake kissed by the first skim of ice and a fresh dusting of snow. The grounds were illuminated by the gleam of an almost full moon glowing upon the white powder. Though it was beautiful, I was just a foot or so shy of catching the waxing moon’s true radiance. It must have been positioned directly above the house, out of my view. So I settled for catching a few moments of the beauty from my viewpoint before getting some shut-eye.

Well, it didn’t take long to realize there was no sleep was to be found, so after over an hour of tossing and turning, I crept downstairs. There at the opposite end of the house, my eye was immediately drawn to a single window. It was the only window out of eight that didn’t have its shade drawn. Odd...

As I finagled myself around the Christmas tree to peek out the window, I was overtaken by the brilliant light streaming in. Finally, I could catch the full glory of the moon! Instantly, this Scripture again came to mind.

“His dynasty will go on forever; his kingdom will endure as the sun. It will be as eternal as the moon, my faithful witness in the sky!” Psalm 89:36-37 (NLT)

I know I mentioned that seeing the moon night after night has reminded me of these words, but there was something different tonight. As I gazed at that massive sphere suspended in space, it was as if the deep meaning of God’s Words finally hit me. He planted in me a new revelation about this rock we call the Moon, and what it proclaims about Him. Before I explain, let me share a bit about myself...

Anyone who knows me at all knows I am a traveler for Jesus. I live a life of constant change and new experiences. While this is incredibly fulfilling and exciting, at times it feels like I don’t have the everyday stability most of us rely on for security. Though part of me desires the every day “guarantees,” I love my life because I’m constantly reminded that Jesus is truly all I have, all I can depend on, and all I will ever need. As long my God is leading, walking alongside, and protecting me, I need nothing else.

With this in mind, my new moon revelation is simple but powerful. Whether I find myself in the security of home or the far reaches of an unfamiliar land, I take comfort knowing I’ll gaze at the exact same moon every night. No matter where I travel, be it cross-country or cross-continent, each clear night I’ll find the moon. I can count on its presence...be sure it will illuminate the night, reflecting the sun’s radiant beams. I could circle the globe day and night for the rest of my life, but I’ll never outrun or out travel the moon. It will be there; it truly is God’s faithful witness.

Our Heavenly Father placed the moon in the sky to prove He is unfathomably dependable. Even when hidden in clouds or the black of a “new moon,” it still remains, hovering in our darkness. Since God has been faithful with this since the beginning of time, do you realize the huge testimony our moon holds?

If we can count on the moon’s presence to appear each evening of our lives, how much more can we rely on the One who formed it? Shouldn’t we use its existence to build up our confidence that the God of the Universe is present, listening, seeing, and acting on our behalf?

The moon doesn’t promise a roof over our heads or even the guarantee of a next meal. It does so much more; it directs us to the God who faithfully provides our every need and cares about our deepest desires.

God clearly called me to that window tonight because I was longing for reassurance of His nearness inside my constantly transitioning life. I wanted to be tangibly reminded that He is my strong tower...never changing and reliable, even when my life screams the opposite.

God encountered me tonight, also, to pass a message along to you. I do not believe a single event occurs by coincidence, luck, or chance...therefore I assume you are reading these words because God wants you to hear them at this exact moment of your journey with Him.

And so, here I am at 4:24 AM, plucking away at my computer by moonlight, reminding us both to boldly trust the mighty God of the Ages with every detail, situation, and season of our lives. Why?...because more confidently than that familiar moon hanging in our skies each night, each of us can rely on our ever-present God. Day and night He is seeking every one of us out. Moment by moment, He watches over our unique circumstances, thoughts and actions. Not only that, He moves on our behalf.

I don’t know the circumstances swirling about you as you read these words, but I do know that with God on your side, you endure anything because He is the one carrying you through. He is your strength. He is your comfort, your fortress and guide. More dependable than the moon that appears when the sun goes down, the Lord will make Himself known in your life.

And should you need reminding of His presence or faithfulness, I encourage you to try something. In the late of the night sometime, when everyone else is fast asleep, tip-toe to the nearest window and take a peek. Find that majestic, beaming moon and gaze upon its radiance. Take note of how it is so gracefully suspended in space.

Trace back to your earliest memories – the moon has been there each night of your life and will be, even after your time on earth is over. Remember that you can count on it to be there each night, no matter what. It is present, even when covered by blankets of storm clouds or fog. Whether clear night, rain, blizzard, or monsoon, the moon will be there, positioned high above. No matter the season, weather, or circumstance, it hangs faithfully.

Most importantly, remember that these truths point directly to the everlasting faithfulness of the one and only Almighty God. Day and night, rain or shine, the Lord is right there, holding you strong. Even in the midst of storms when you can’t see an inch in front of your face, He is there...

Illuminated and Loved,
Katie Marie

Monday, November 21, 2011

UPDATES!!!

Hey friends!

In honor of the celebration for Jesus' birth over 2000 years ago, Brian (my brother), and I have released our fun lil Christmas jam, CELEBRATE. Head to our site at www.316live.com to download it FREE! You'll also find a bunch of other fun ringtones to download, too -

Also, I've joined into the twitter buzzzzzzz so feel free to follow me at http://twitter.com/#!/katiemarielive

Last but certainly not least, I am SO excited to announce that I'm officially 2 songs into my upcoming new album!!! Stay tuned for more updates and sneak peeks...


Blessed holidays, precious people!

Grace and Love,
Katie Marie

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

THE PAIN OF LIGHT

“The night is far gone; the day is at hand. So then let us cast off the works of darkness and put on the armor of light.” Romans 13:12 (ESV)

My, my, my…the Lord has an interesting way of getting our attention and breathing revelation into our lives at times, doesn’t He? And it isn’t always comfortable. I’d like to say I’m quite used to God’s unorthodox ways of showing Himself, but I was surprised by yet another of His unique ways of speaking to me…

Just the other day, while staying in a hotel room, I stumbled my way into the bathroom in the early hours of the morning. Much to my sleepy eye’s surprise, I was suddenly jolted to full consciousness by motion-detection lighting. It was not a welcome surprise, to say the least. While I do enjoy many facets of the newest fangled technologies of our day, smart lighting in bathrooms is certainly not one of my favorites - especially at 6 AM when I have only been sleeping for a mere 2 hours.

Imagine: there I was, startled and painfully awakened in a strange, sterile-white bathroom. With eyes aching from the abrupt shock, I realized I had been blinded and was suddenly faced with the unexpected pain of light…

This is much like of the story of Saul (soon to be renamed Paul), a man who, at one time, was possibly the greatest of all Christian persecutors. (Acts 9) That is, until Jesus spoke to him on a common road, blinded him with light, and knocked him off his horse onto the dusty path below. Saul’s eyes had been completely shocked by the light, causing total blindness. No doubt, this must have been an incredibly scary experience, but have you ever imagined the pain he must have felt as a result? I cannot fathom the excruciating pain that throbbed in his once darkened eyes…

“For you were once darkness, but now you are light in the Lord. Live as children of light (for the fruit of the light consists in all goodness, righteousness and truth).” Ephesians 5:8-9 (NIV)

Each of us was once living in total darkness, hidden by the cover of sin and shame. We had each been given the sentence of eternal death because of our fallen nature. But then Jesus, the light of the world, came down and beckoned us into His beautiful, redemptive light…

I don’t know how or when God revealed Himself to you; it may not have been a comfortable encounter. Perhaps He found you on the floor of a prison cell or a foreign bathroom. Maybe you had reached your very end, and as a last resort, you cried out for God to show up in your life. Perhaps the light of His redemption rushed in accompanied by the sting of pain. But what a beautiful pain it is to be blinded by the light of Christ…to be set free from the darkness of human fault, sin, and condemnation.

Though each of our eyes were surely used to the darkness when Christ found us, would we ever want to go back to the dark holes from which we came? If given the choice, would Paul have wanted to rewind the clock and jump back on his horse and into his former life of persecution and hate? No way - once he encountered the Living God, there was no going back…

From the moment a person has been touched by the grace, mercy, and love of Jesus’ light, there should be no point of return. No amount of pain from this light should ever be able to tempt him or her back into former darkness. So why do we, at times, allow our old ways of selfishness, self-condemnation, and even shame to lure us back into their dark pits? How can we turn back once we’ve been beckoned into Christ’s marvelous light?

As silly as it sounds, back in that hotel room, Christ shined into my dazed eyes to illuminate the importance of embracing the areas of darkness still existing in my own life. Through this encounter, I believe God desires to remind you of the same. Our Creator wants each of us to remember that sometimes the way He shines light into our lives can be painful and uncomfortable, but it is more than worth it.

“I have come into the world as a light, so that no one who believes in me should stay in darkness.” John 12:43 (NIV)

God exposes our darkness for our ultimate good - so we may step closer and closer to the light of freedom and wholeness in Him. He seeks to bring healing to our long-festering wounds and redemption into the broken places of our lives. So often, these supernatural events can’t take place until the pain of light shocks us, grabbing our attention away from worldly distractions and traps. Unless we work with God and allow Him to expose us, we will never find true life and completion. We will forever be running back and forth from darkness into light, eventually cowering back into the night…

So where do we go from here? What do we do when we find ourselves in life’s awkward hotel bathroom, blinded by an unexpected light? We must thank God for illuminating the darkness around us, for protecting us from the unseen things we may have stumbled upon, had He not shown up when He did. And whatever we do, we must never turn our backs to the light. We must refuse to slink back into the familiar, comfortable shadows of darkness.

Do not entertain the lying murmurs of the enemy of your redeemed soul. Precious child of God, listen, instead, to the loving invitations of your Savior and Eternal Friend. Christ’s desire and longing is that you embrace His light by taking His outstretched hand. He wants you to place your hand in His, allow Him to illuminate your face, and pull you up from the miry clay.

“…I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.” John 8:12 (NIV)

As the Son shines upon you today and each day of the rest of your life, remember to welcome Christ however, whenever, and wherever He finds you. And though it may hurt for a time, learn to embrace the beautiful pain of His light…

Blinded and Free,
Katie Marie

Saturday, October 1, 2011

SPIRIT WITHIN

As I’ve been studying the book of Acts, I’m finding myself more and more drawn to learn about the precious Holy Spirit. Even in the first few chapters of Acts, the Word clearly reveals the beauty of the Almighty’s Spirit and the indescribable gift Jesus gave us by laying down His life to come live inside us.

So who is this mighty Spirit? He is a person - an irreplaceable 1/3 of the God Head...God within us. How astounding to know the very presence of God has come in a form available to live within EACH of us who accepts the salvation of Jesus, the Christ!

Much like us, the Holy Spirit longs to be acknowledged...included in our lives. But allow me to ask you as I question myself...do we take Him for granted?

If you’re anything like me, this is a painful question to ask. I love Jesus with all my heart, and although flawed like every other human, I truly try to live my days with intention and purpose for His name’s sake. However, I believe God is calling His children to take the time to really get to know His Spirit and grow in our relationship with Him. Let’s dive in...

The Words says that He is our great Comforter (John 16:7), Counselor (John 16:13), Guide, (Acts 13:2, 16:7), and Teacher (1 Corinthians 2:11-13; John 14:26). He is much more to us than we could ever know. More than I could describe. But do we truly understand the gift we’ve been given as New Testament Christians?

It really wasn’t until I started studying Acts that I realized the difference between the Holy Spirit of the Old Testament and the New Testament. I’ve read stories of the Holy Spirit stirring in people (Judges 13:25) and even how He came in power to help Sampson rip a lion apart with his bare hands. But I’m beginning to grasp the difference between the Spirit visiting for specific times/purposes and the Spirit literally dwelling within my being at this very moment. This is powerful.

Today, I pray each of us will begin to wrap our minds around the gift we have been given. Jesus knew all along that He could not be with each of us at the same time in human form. So, along with dying to cover the sins of the world, He also gave His life and rose to the Father so He could come back in Spirit to live within each of us at all times, through every situation we will ever face. WOAH! And can I say again, WOAH?

Realize with me today that if you’ve called upon the name of Jesus to be saved from eternal death, the all powerful, life-giving, earth-creating, star-forming Spirit of Majestic God lives within you...He lives within me! Each of us have been given the companionship and help of the very Spirit who empowered men to rip apart gargantuan animals, push over pillars supporting massive temples, and even raise Christ to life from the pits of Hell and death.

With this in mind, I ask you today: what is it you cannot do? What should you be afraid to face? Which obstacles have the power to stand in your way? Can roadblocks keep you from walking forward in your God-ordained and purposed destiny today or any time in the future? Boldly, I say - no. If you will just allow Him the opportunity, The Holy Spirit will help you navigate around every trap and speed bump. Do not become frustrated by dead ends holding you back...trust the Guide to either bulldoze through them or lead you another way. And remember: He’s got you - wherever you go and whatever you do. He is with you until the end of this age and on through eternity.

Today, I encourage you to walk forward in the power given only through God’s priceless Spirit within. Do not take Him for granted. Do not ignore or shun Him; He wants to be included in your life.

May each of us acknowledge and welcome Him to be a part of single moment and detail of our everyday lives. After all, He is a person...the portion of God living right inside of us, and we need to treat Him as such. Let us not try to use Him for what He can do for us. Instead, let’s purpose to be available for what He wants to do through us...

Will you pray with me?

Oh God of the Universe, thank You for also choosing to be the Spirit within. Give each of us the passion to learn more of who You are and to grasp how You exist within our human hearts. Thank You, Jesus for Your gift of sacrifice and for Your glorification so You could be with each of us at this precise moment.

Holy Spirit, we welcome You here in this place...thank You for meeting with us today and for guiding us along every path we take. Our hearts’ cry is to know You more...to experience deeper levels of Your love and freedom so we can share it with the world. Help us to walk forward in Your mighty, life-changing power this very day. We do it all to bring glory to Your name – In Christ, Amen.

“And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.” Matthew 28:20 (NIV)

Venturing on with the Spirit within,
Katie Marie

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

DANGLING...

You never saw him, yet you love him. You still don't see him, yet you trust him—with laughter and singing. Because you kept on believing...” 1 Peter 1:8 (MSG)

Just the other day, while attending a swim meet I happened upon a sweet little girl of no more than 6 accompanying her father. Off to my right and a few rows down, Dad was parked down upon the bleachers, little girl standing in front of him with back turned away. As her fragile frame stood before him, I noticed her tiny arms were held within his hands. Suddenly, my eyes grew as large as saucers as Dad began dangling his daughter out over the bleachers!

The moment I saw this father grasp his little girl’s wrists and lean her out over those rows of hard metal bleachers, I couldn’t help but alarm myself with how dangerous this game seemed. If her foot slipped, she would surely head face first into serious injury. If he were to shift his grip and lose his hold on her, she could tumble from row to row down those unforgiving risers. Thankfully, neither happened. All that ensued was the sweetest display of a father/daughter bond that was so strong, it personified the meaning of love and deep trust.

As I studied this little girl busying herself with the sights and experience, I realized she was not peeking back at her dad to be sure he was there. She wasn’t looking down, assuring herself of his grip. In fact, over the entire span of time, I only caught her gazing back once to catch the eye of her father. And in that one look, it was clear she wanted to show him how excited she was.

Here I was, off in the distance fighting off waves of maternal turmoil, and this little girl was living it up, growing more and more exuberant as Dad leaned her further and further forward. You couldn't have found the slightest trace of dread, fear, or even panic within her as she was held out far beyond comfort and safety. Nothing but smiles and sheer delight were painted from ear to ear, and her joy was incredibly captivating...I couldn’t help but watch and join right in.

You see, this little girl realized a simple, yet very important truth – her daddy had her, and He was never going to let go. The entire time she was looking out with her back turned to her supporter, she inherently knew Dad was there and that his loving hands were gripping her ever so tightly. She was secure and confident.

Do you see where this is going? Each of our lives with God are a unique journey and we have separate personal relationships with our Heavenly Father. He takes us down different paths and places us in situations tailored to our own specific purposes in this life.

Yet, no matter our circumstances or trials, we’re each called to trust and live lives of total, “dangling out there” faith. We are beckoned to offer our lives and our proverbial wrists to our Mighty God’s hands. He asks that we trust Him as He stretches us out far beyond our comfort zones...further and further over the ledges of our lives.

Just like this little girl I happened upon, a dangling faith journey can be exhilarating. It can be full of adventures and discovery when new details arise around every corner. And yet, there are surely times when faith and trust aren’t quite so amusing to exercise. More often it’s a bit too uncomfortable. We feel spread a little too thin, like a smidgen of butter scraped over a gigantic piece of hot toast.

In this life it seems there are endless moments when all we want to do is scream, “Stop! Get me off this rollercoaster - I’ve had enough!” But the thing is the ride doesn’t stop; we are not the ones in control. The devoted God of our Universe is; He knows what He’s doing and it is surely not a game to him.

If the journey of faith were always comfortable and fun, it would do nothing to shape us more into the beautiful image of Christ. We would simply enjoy the little rides and then settle back into our comfortable ways. Call me silly, but that just doesn’t seem to line up with our mysterious God’s ways...

Sure, the “great unknown” can be incredibly scary. We are creatures of comfort and routine. We like to arise in the morning knowing there’s enough milk for our cereal and peanut butter for our sandwich. We don’t like opening our eyes to a new day, realizing nothing but “what ifs” and “could be’s” are staring us in the face. But we shouldn’t be focusing on those temporary things (2 Corinthians 4:18). We need to lift our gazes to our one surety: Christ, our eternal Savior, and His priceless Spirit living in our beings.

So do we still obediently trust Jesus when it’s not “fun” anymore? What about when our wrists begin to hurt because we’ve been dangled out a little too long and too far over the edge? And what about when it suddenly feels like our Father’s not even holding us anymore? Do we lean out in faith then? Do we trust when it seems like we’re in a free-fall, just waiting for the smack of impact...or an impending collision with more disappointment? And can the people watching us from a distance still experience the joy within our hearts, no matter our circumstance?

“Say this: "GOD, you're my refuge. I trust in you and I'm safe!" That's right—he rescues you from hidden traps, shields you from deadly hazards. His huge outstretched arms protect you— under them you're perfectly safe; his arms fend off all harm. Fear nothing—”
Psalm 91:1-3 (MSG)

As hard as it is, we need to concentrate on the knowledge that our Father has His Sovereign, loving hands around our wrists at all times. He, Himself, is securely placing us out over the chasms of faith – whether we feel Him or not. He stretches us out further so we will trust Him more; so we can see life from new perspectives.

And you know, back at that swim meet it wasn’t that little girl’s job to continue checking her father’s grip or to remind him that he needed to hold her or she would fall. Much the same, it’s not our duty to remind our Father that we are being stretched out far beyond our comforts. He doesn’t need to be analyzed to see if his intentions are genuine. We should know by now that they are...true and loving right down to the core of who He is.

And though God loves our communication with Him, we really don’t need to call to His attention the times we aren’t having fun anymore. He already knows – He sees, He hears, and He will respond. This merciful, loving Father of ours has only the best in mind for us, and though at times it’s terribly hard, we must lean into the knowledge that His heart is for us...that His hands are holding us, and He will never let us go.

“So be truly glad. There is wonderful joy ahead, even though you have to endure many trials for a little while. These trials will show that your faith is genuine...so when your faith remains strong through many trials, it will bring you much praise and glory and honor on the day when Jesus Christ is revealed to the whole world." 1 Peter 1:6,7 (NLT)

Well, do you trust Him today? Do I? Will we rely on the relentless promise that Guardian God will not let our feet slip? That He will watch over our coming and going both now and forevermore?

Amidst the dips and dives of your faith journey, take the time to enjoy the moment...the experiences. No matter what comes, close your eyes and realize the One who holds the stars up in the sky is securely gripping every facet of your life. From this perspective life will begin to take on a whole new meaning, and being dangled out by the arms may not feel quite so dangerously unsure.

Right now I encourage you; take a deep breath and offer your wrists, your very life, to the hands of Almighty God. He can be trusted. Now it’s up to you, my friend - will you lean out a little further today?

Dangling A Little More,
Katie Marie

“You love him even though you have never seen him. Though you do not see him now, you trust him; and you rejoice with a glorious, inexpressible joy. The reward for trusting him will be the salvation of your souls.” 1 Peter 1:8-9 (NLT)

Sunday, September 11, 2011

WE DO NOT STAND ALONE...9.11.2011

Hi my friends,

I posted this online back on September 11, 2006, and felt led to share it again on this historic anniversary of our country and lives. God has not left us and He never will...run to Him in times of devastation and loss...be blessed today and always.

WE DO NOT STAND ALONE
Monday, September 11, 2006

Hi again,

After SUCH a long trip home yesterday (and into the early morning today) from touring, I was so excited to revel in the comfort of my own bed this morning. After waking up a little, I turned my TV on and flipped thru the channels. Within 30 seconds, I settled on watching the Songs of Solomon Choir singing Josh Groban's popular "You Raise Me Up" live in New York City. To my dismay, the cameras switched from shots of the choir singing to scans of countless tear-streaked faces in the onlooking crowd.

I was immediately stabbed with the realization that the anniversary of one of the most horrific and unforgettable days our country has ever seen had arrived again for the 5th time. Today is September 11th.

Tears immediately welled up in my eyes as I watched mothers and daughters holding each other, both unable to stand alone, but finding strength in one another. There were those with their heads in their praying hands, and so many others who could do nothing else but stand and cry.

I sat in my room breathless, hearing those beautiful voices sing this familiar song, imagining the unspeakable devastation and loss these family members and survivors must feel every day of their lives, yet painfully brought to light even more on this very day.

The lyrics rang in my head, "I am strong when I am on your shoulders, you raise me up to more than I can be..."

I imagine those gathered today where the Twin Towers once stood didn't feel very strong. 5 years back, I'm sure many children in that crowd, both young and old, were left without their daddy who used to raised them up on his shoulders to see above crowds. Whose shoulders do they sit on now? I imagine wives and husbands were left without their partner's shoulder to cry on. Who catches the tears that have fallen since 9/11/2001? Countless parents must have been reminded, as if they could ever forget, of how empty they are without the children who once slept upon their shoulder. Who fills that seemingly unfulfillable spot? I don't understand how, but God takes on all of those roles, comforts their aching hearts, and hears their desperate cries.

It's unfathomable to imagine how many prayers are lifted up to God each day. But, think about this; how many millions or trillions more is He hearing today? How many people are throwing their unbearable hate and anger over the aftermath of 9/11 upon Him right now? How many are hounding Him with countless "Why"'s and "how could you's?" Humanity has not even come close to dreaming up the name for a number of that size.

How does He handle it all? How can He have the strength to hold up the entire world day in and out while still holding out His loving hand to catch the tears that fall from each eye? I don't know how, but this is the God I am so in love with. He's the one who shows us we are never alone; who tells us to take the weight of the world off our small shoulders and put it on His; to cast our worries and cares on Him. He's telling us He can handle it...all of it. He's whispering, "Lean on me; rest in me; trust me. I am strong enough."

What about those who don't believe in God? NEWSFLASH: He doesn't need our acknowledgment or accolades to be who He is or to do what He does. I'm so thankful that no amount of unbelief can take away His power or even His belief in us. We are all still standing each day because of Christ alone, even those who don't believe. Every person huddled at ground zero today was standing because Jesus was holding them in His hands. They may not have felt it; they may not have even sensed Him, but way deep down, woven into the very fabric of their being, they knew they were not standing alone.

He was there 5 years ago, holding His creation trapped inside the smoldering, teetering structures. He was there on those planes that were set out to destroy and marked to demolish our faith in our country and in Him. Jesus held each person who lost their lives that day, and is still holding the ones they left behind. He was there, He is here, He is...GOD.

The Twin Towers may have fallen into rubble 5 years ago due to unspeakable evils and grotesque hate, but God's creation will not end in a pile of dust and debris. No, no, no. This was not the first assault on mankind, and I realize it is probably not the last. On any given day, devastation and sadness sweep this fallen world. Yet, when the clouds of smoke and soot clear each time, amidst the rubble and ash, He is standing there, strong and unshaken. And, just as a single, vibrant blade of grass pushes its way through the blackened, charred remains of what once was, we rise again, because HE rose again. We do not stand alone. He won't let us. You see, in our weakness, His strength is perfected. We are strong because of His strength.

Over two thousand years ago, Jesus took the weight of the world, the sins of the world, the 9/11's of the world, upon His shoulders; upon His frame...and today He is still standing. We are still standing...WE DO NOT STAND ALONE.

"I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me." Philippians 4:13

In Him,
Katie Marie